its so hard.
its really so hard!

i miss him terribly.

so bad that i dunno what can express the feelings in me.

and each time whn we meet, the amt of time we spent tgt was really... PATHETIC.

gosh.

i am feeling despair.

i feel miserable and lonely.

sobs.


is this what love calls for?
and if its so, will i gain something really wonderful, beautiful and happy in the years to come whn we get married?



i'm lost.struggling. help me.

Labels: distance, lost, love

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